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The Bureaucracy of Survival
I tried to die, but America kept me on hold.
Oct 12 • 
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Notes From a Taper
Morning dread feels like personality, not withdrawal.
Oct 5 • 
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Dew Chemistry Narrated.
Good To Listen If You Can't Sleep. Also, if I mispronounce things, please forgive me.
Oct 4 • 
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Five More Minutes
Sometimes a dream gives you something worse than a nightmare — a reunion.
Sep 30 • 
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Dew Chemistry
The air smells different before dawn. I get up to notice it.
Sep 26 • 
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The Ethics of Writing About The People You Love (and Hurt)
On the morality and consequences of turning private lives into public text. Also, sorry the last email had a weird formatting thing. Read this one!
Sep 1 • 
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AUDIO: All Mother Stories Become Grief Stories Eventually
The Ache of Unspoken Love.
Aug 28 • 
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Mortal Chains
Don't worry y'all, this one isn't sad I promise!
Aug 6 • 
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Bless This Mess
fluids. frequencies. fever.
Jul 17 • 
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Give Me Your Cigarette, Pt. 1
A study in power play, denial, and the erotic guilt of being terrible.
Jul 1 • 
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All Mother Stories Become Grief Stories Eventually
Hi, Five years ago, I wrote a Quora post about the nuances of loving my narcissistic father.
Jun 12 • 
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What To Wear In The Liminal Space Of Grief
Everything fell apart. And still, we tried to make something beautiful.
Apr 29 • 
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It's trauma, innit?

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